In the VOID: when it’s bigger than the Astrology.
From O to XXI & back again (& again).
17/18 April, 2025. I kept waiting for the clarity to come… & it didn’t. Not for myself anyways.
Channeling for others - as clear as can be!
For my clients: CLEAR.
Subscribers: CLEAR.
Family & Friends: A CLEAR DIRECT LINE TO GOD / SOURCE / UNIVERSE / SPRIT.
But not for Sarah. For ME - something is happening.
I waited…
PAST the Rx Season. (fog)
PAST the Full Moon in LIBRA. (fog & blips of shifts)
PAST the astrological validation that things SHOULD be clear - past the BLOG POST OF CLARITY SHOWING ITSELF…. (Sarah, what the what is going on here??).
But it didn’t happen. The next steps (for me) had not yet presented themselves. It has been infuriatingly unclear. Not even a payphone line in the middle of 1993 clear. Not even my first Nokia phone with snake mastered on it clear. A FOG of trust, mixed within patience, wrapped in an UPGRADE beyond what I’ve experienced in YEARS.
& once I labeled it what it IS: an upgrade - it clicked… & I surrendered.
“The last time I felt something like this, my one “screen” became many.” -ALL ACCESS Membership Post & venerable Video share within the fog.
I love a good storyline & when God throws a cul-de-sac at me - I’m game! As a Mystic let's GOOOO down this rabbit hole & see what births in the fog, in the in-between, in the mess, in the HUMAN, in the: “what if you don’t have all the answers, Sarah? What if you’re not meant to? What if you’re meant to show up as you are WHERE you are: having a CLEAR focus on the FIVE year goal & also being RADICALLY present in the moment?”
… oh you mean, follow my own advice?
I see you God. I see what you did just there.
“One of the most triggering feelings for Leaders is the feeling of being unprepared, unaware or caught off guard by something. When you have a winners mindset, a growth mindset & are working towards a goal you see clearly in your minds eye - you prepare & educate yourself as often as possible. You've got podcasts going & motivational speeches vibrating at ALL times in your ears. When you set for success in life - we cannot IMAGINE something (anything) being able to catch us off guard.
But what if YOU are the person that catches you off guard? What if you feel as though the AIR in front of you made you trip - as if against ALL the efforts you put in... something snuck in & pulled the rug out from under your feet?
I want to take the pressure off: there is no way you can mess this process up. You MUST give yourself grace as you integrate new habits & patterns: you WILL have off days, absolutely! Accept that now, because if it is going to prevent you from even starting - we need to work around that.”
As leaders - we like to lead.
I know that might be quite obvious as it’s built into the title but one OTHER factor that COMES from Leading or the DESIRE to lead:
We like to KNOW the way to LEAD others into the muck - so they know where to step.
We want to GUIDE those behind us as we go in the same direction - together.
We like to be in the front with the machete - cutting down the brush so that our flock doesn’t get whacked in the face with branches.
It’s what we like to do (Hello, my name is SARAH & I’m an Aries Sun at 2° conjunct Jupiter & I like to lead).
So when fog comes up - when the UPGRADE takes precedent & we don’t have the FULL answer / end / finish line in sight… WHAT DO WE DO?!
We show up anyways. We show up as we are where we are, IN what we’re in & light the candle from here & now. Authentically. Honestly & with an open heart.
THAT’S what I’m doing here & now - guiding from the middle of the upgrade & NOT waiting to shine light on what’s happening until it’s over… shining the light NOW. IN the fog of my own upgrades - allowing YOU the space to find comfort & hopefully solace as YOU are in whatever you’re in.
TOOLS to help navigate in extended times of fog - AKA: A MASSIVE UPGRADE.
What can you do IN the fog? When nothing makes sense?
chop wood carry water. chop wood carry water:
meditate DAILY, maybe add a second meditation into the mix. one in the AM & one in the evening.
Journal like your MISSION depends on it.
little signs & symbols throughout this time will make PERFECT sense after the fog lifts. So write out ANYTHING that doesn’t make sense & leave it until later on.
Keep creating what you’ve BEEN creating.
Keep posting as you normally have been - even if the alignment is shifting - don’t STOP completely & don’t feel like you have to share RIGHT AWAY what is going on with your flock. With your VIPs YES - but not yet those that look to you for guidance. Stay the course.
Name what CAN be named.
This WORKS, this does NOT work. I want to keep THIS. THIS can get thrown away. I like this person. THIS person is beginning to leave my life. Name it, give it a title & honor it AS IT IS. Without the need to shift it… name it & it will shift itself.
RECEIVE.
Get a massage, take a bath, receive a virtual healing, go to a healer / shaman / tarot reader. Not a general reading but a session. Talk to a DEAR VIP / FRIEND / CONFIDANT. Name it - I’m going through an upgrade & am in the muck & it feels: [ ]. Talk “it” out. Go out for a dinner, dress UP. Become the elevated version & be the vessel to receive it. Which leads me to…
CELEBRATE!!!!!!!
You’re receiving an upgrade!! WAHOOOOOOO!!! YES - it could be painful. YES - life might be shifting (aka falling apart) YES - things might be VERY low / scary / unknown. But always remember - the more we CELEBRATE - WHATEVER comes our way! The more the vibration of THINGS TO CELEBRATE finds you. This is a GOOD thing! Welcome this & allow it to wash over you like a waterfall. Allow the change to COME IN BEAUTIFULLY & create healthy & healing space for it.
Rage Clean.
When in doubt - clean a corner of the house! Throw something away. ANYTHING. Dust, vacuum sweet, let the little things GO & make space for something new. I LOVE a good rage clean, then going for a walk & coming home to: “who lives here?! This place is NICE!” Love it!
Cycles are ENDING: allow them to.
Becoming takes “time” & the more you surrender to the current… the easier the process can blossom. The YOU that emerges on the other side of this - IS THE AUTHENTIC YOU. Allow them the vessel to show themselves. With love & reverence - I am SO EXCITED for this Chapter in LIFE for us ALL. Let us (as best as we can) enjoy the ride.
What questions do you have for me?
As always,
SARAH