The Journey to Donation Based ONE:ONEs. Walk with me…
Things were quiet… a little too quiet. I knew something was coming: a shift. I’ve spoken about this feeling during MANY seasons of life before…
…right before I’ve decided to move (city or country) in the past, change jobs, leave a relationship, set a big boundary, do anything… there’s this time of “grey”, quiet or boredom even that comes before it. Exhaustion for sure! My body knows but my mind does not. The air feels quiet… like a ship is about to come in through a mist I cannot see through. I noticed this feeling in my work over the summer & heading into the autumn… walking towards the Libra Equinox.
My Ego was thrashing during most of this. I was constantly reminding myself: “Being a channeler, an astrologer, someone who holds space for others means that my downloads are meaningless if there is no one to receive them. If there is no one to hold space for, what is the purpose of it all?”
I do agree with that statement, for sure. But one thing I was omitting: myself. I am not JUST a Channeler. I am not JUST someone who holds space for others. I am not JUST someone who is of service to the world… I was sacrificing myself for the work. I would never ask any of you to do this & I cannot ask that of myself. I am also human, Sarah… just me! & I needed to find that center. I held that conversation daily with God… without fully understanding any of it at the time.
All of this happened in tandem with the steps I took to go inward. I had pulled back from posting, integrating something so deep yet honestly… I had no idea what it was. There has been this call to be more available for my community yet… I was pulling back?! I took some time away from astrology videos (even taking a break from following the planets at all over the summer for a bit), I went deep inside - to the core of my being & am coming back to tell some of my tale.
What came? I am shifting all of my ONE:ONE Sessions to a donation based model.
2025.
I’ve been rocked this year. Like down to the soul…. past the bone, through all aspects of Ego & brought to the core of my inner self. It’s been a good ride! The video “If 2025 Brought You to Your Knees… This Video is for You” was a love letter to myself & those within that vibration & the journey we took this year (video link below). I never expected the inner work to get so deep, so lonely & so profound. Even as a channeler: discernment has become daily work… breath by breath. Asking myself: “Is this mine? Who is speaking? What is underneath that? What needs to be processed? Do I feel safe here? Am I grounded? What am I pushing for? Why am I doing what I’m doing? Is this my Shadow? Is this a program? What am I feeling? Is my inner child okay? Inner teenager? Who’s speaking, etc.?” more often than I can ever say.
The journey of becoming has brought me to a few spaces:
My time with myself has become so sacred. My connection to God: defined & daily. The time & space I need for myself (as a Projector & as just me) is without question a part of my work, mission & daily life. I need not apologize for what I need. It is sacred.
The vibration of financial shame is something I feel deeply called to work with & transmute.
This isn’t just about me (or you, or us) this is about the human collective & being a part of that community.
I noticed that so much of the language I use in my day to day life wasn’t fully matching my online offerings. I’ve not always been the most “tech savvy” & working mostly online is still something I’m getting used to. If you come up to me at a caffè & ask for a card reading: SIT DOWN MY FRIEND & LET’S TALK! This happened on the New Moon in Libra the other day & made my heart sing.
If you’re in need & keen for some channeled messages: I am here for you! I would have welcomed that online & yet… never actually posted about it! I have clients that call for quick readings all the time & offer what they can & yet… I never actually advertised this! I talk so much about being a Projector & “waiting for my invitation” but never actually flipped the script & invited YOU in, my dear. Invited YOU to reach out & say: “Hey, I want to work with you but your rates are a bit of a stretch. Can we meet in a space that works for me?” Yes, my dear. Yes we can.
What Sparked The Change?
I was watching a Pam Gregory Video (a “Pammy Pod” as I call them) which is rare to be able to do for me; I wont watch her astrology videos until the day of the event so my own channel & videos stay clear & she posted a video I KNEW I needed to watch: Is there an Objective Reality with Cynthia Sue Larson (video link below).
I got all nestled into my blankets & had a cuppa tea on a gorgeous little Sunday afternoon & turned on the Video while attempting to play some Solitaire but I could NOT even think about focusing on the cards. I was drawn to the smile of these two woman & how in flow they looked - it felt lovely. Something called me to head over to Cynthia’s website (which I really never do for Pams guests). I poked around her lovely site & something HIT ME & I fully understood why I was there: she works off a donation based model for her services.
Something snapped in me. I felt it happen & my Aries began to STAND UPPP. (If you’re not an Aries this wont make sense but this happens sometimes. My Aries Sun is conjunct Jupiter so imagine the KoolAid Man about to do his thing). My body was like: THIS IS IT. THIS IS WHAT WE’VE BEEN WAITING FOR!!! DO IT CHANGE IT NOW CHANGE IT ALL NOWWWWW SARAH!! Let’s DO THIS!! TURN OFF THE POD CHANGE THE WHOLE WEBSITE!! YASSS!
As an entrepreneur, I am no stranger to midnight website copy updates but this felt like a foundational shift… down to my core & a massive threshold moment. I took a breath, stopped & quieted my body & mind & sat with myself for a few moments:
“This is a huge change, Sarah. This isn’t just stepping into your future but your Future Future: the one you see past the paradigm you’re working towards. This is the structure of the Sarah whom is as generous & as compassionate as Pam herself - the matron of her craft. This is taking a large leap into your Future Future. Are you ready for this?”
Yessss my body said. I stayed. Allowing all aspects of myself to come forward & in that moment (& for a few moments since this date) my Shadow Side stood up:
“But you just changed your rates. You’ve made so many changes, do you need to just WAIT more? All the steps you’ve taken make you a failure. You’re moving backwards. What if….? What if…? What if…?”
My body said yes, my mind had questions & I knew I needed input before I made shifts. So, I called in my VIPs.
I waited until Monday* & reached out to my three closest humans. I drafted a little message, sent it along to each of them & within the hour all three responded back with times that day that they could hold space for me. I was touched; one of them does not live in the US… I felt very held here.
I shared my story & asked for a few things from them:
What they thought about the idea.
To judge me currently in my work & business. Aka: show me my shadow or something I might not be seeing.
Any additional advice they would give if they were in my shoes.
I was very touched by their responses & got some VERY delightful feedback. Some that stung & some that I didn’t expect. The overall message: go for it. This seems like the “Future Future” & not just the next most practical step - but the quantum leap you’ve been praying for.
What This Means in My Work Moving Forward.
I have updated my services page for you & will be booking all sessions through consultation. This does not have to be just Zoom as it has been in the past but can be via text, email or a phone call. We will still (as my consults have been) discuss your current reality & decide if working together is in alignment for each of us. We will then discuss the rate that works for us both.
If the suggested donation for the session length is a stretch or not accessible - let us find a space that DOES work for you.
Let us together in real time transmute the shame that comes from “not being able to afford that” or “I really need help & know that you’re the person to help but investing in myself is a stretch right now & this is outside my current budget”. Let’s talk & work together on this. You’re worthy of a session, you’re worthy of someone being there for you, showing up for you - exactly where you are.
This whole life is a work in progress & I’m not here to say I have everything figured out. One thing I DO know for sure: I can be helpful for many souls out there & am ready to work with you. Please visit my ONE:ONE page for more information & reach out when you’re ready to book a consultation. This can also be a space to decide if a Membership Group is best for your current needs, or a digital course from my Library. I am here to connect & am excited to meet you!
Thank you for investing in yourself through this work & for being here with me on the journey. I am so grateful to share in this space with you. Until next time, THANK YOU. I am just so grateful to be a vibrational match to you.
As always,
Sarah Boshco
Invitations for You:
If 2025 Brought You to Your Knees… This Video is For You.
Is there an Objective Reality with Cynthia Sue Larson
ONE:ONE Tailored Services with Sarah
*I will NEVER message you on a Sunday unless my world is on fire & you are the only one with the water to put it out. Sundays are sacred to me & if it is work related… it can wait.